Post by Linkky on Apr 12, 2014 7:46:58 GMT 1
I kind of feel like expressing all of the things that have been going on with me lately, so that is what this is all about since I just want to let all of the crap out.
It has all been making everything more difficult for me, and yeah. Have a good day people.
No, I am not done.
I am at the end of Middle School, so I have been pretty much been feeling depressed and have been crying thinking back to 6th and 7th grade. I also have anxiety from my ex and etc. It has been hard for me to clearly read some things. It clearly takes me like 5 minutes to read a certain sentence type, and I have been tapping my fingers and etc. all the time in my classes and at home, as well as wiggling my fingers on the desks very fast. Thinking back with the nostalgia has me to think about suicide. In fact, a lot of things have been making me feel pretty much suicidal these days. I have attempted a couple times in life, but not very seriously or even close to actually doing so. All I can do attempting is just grabbing the knife then putting it back a couple minutes later. Someday, there is a chance I could actually commit suicide. You never know where these problems of mine will lead to.
I have also been pretty hyperactive.
And yeah. Good morning.
- I have been developing anxiety.
- I have been developing some depression.
- I might have some symptoms of Adult ADHD.
- I have been facing towards nostalgic moments.
It has all been making everything more difficult for me, and yeah. Have a good day people.
No, I am not done.
I am at the end of Middle School, so I have been pretty much been feeling depressed and have been crying thinking back to 6th and 7th grade. I also have anxiety from my ex and etc. It has been hard for me to clearly read some things. It clearly takes me like 5 minutes to read a certain sentence type, and I have been tapping my fingers and etc. all the time in my classes and at home, as well as wiggling my fingers on the desks very fast. Thinking back with the nostalgia has me to think about suicide. In fact, a lot of things have been making me feel pretty much suicidal these days. I have attempted a couple times in life, but not very seriously or even close to actually doing so. All I can do attempting is just grabbing the knife then putting it back a couple minutes later. Someday, there is a chance I could actually commit suicide. You never know where these problems of mine will lead to.
I have also been pretty hyperactive.
And yeah. Good morning.
but hope you feel better later on in your life and put theese things behind.